Just Another Realization

I’ve grown & all, but in some ways things will never change. I really hate the fact that nobody cares for me as much as I do for them.

I feel so alone, and there’s absolutely nobody in my life that is ever there for me like I am for them.

I just have to come to the realization right now that I at this time in my life….I’m a priority to NOBODY.

If something happened to me nobody would notice or even care.

That realization just… its sad.

I hope it changes soon. I don’t deserve to feel like this.

I just want to matter to someone that’s all.